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i want to have a week long bath in a tub filled with lemon juice and salt and splash my legs around like when i was young but not pee in the bath like when i was young

i want to spew up all that is inside of me including my internal organs and get a series of different shaped brushes and clean my organs and then swallow them back up so that they are inside me again and drink detoxifying wheat grass juices and soy milk and eat some broccoli

i want to tell that man from last night that i thought it was weird that a rich GM of one of the biggest companies in the state was flirting with me in sweet and also very inappropriate manners. i never want to tell him that although he is twice my age one of the first things i thought about him was sex

i want to be rich but not do the things he does to get rich because that would be me selling my soul. and to be honest i would rather go dumpstering than to doyles if it means selling my soul

i understand we have different souls